What Are We?

Without faith..
Wandering, hopeless, blind,
No leads, not a wall to bind,

Without fear..
Freedom, brave & ability,
But not knowing value of availability,

Without minds..
Strict, Yes or No, false or true,
none to consider nor pity, no thinking nor blue,

Without rules..
Hooligans, everything may..,
No rights or wrongs, none to abide nor lay,

Without passion..
Neutral, sake of did and done,
None for joy, soulless as stoned,

Without mistakes..
Perfect, correct, fit,
Practice nor concentration in need,
But not knowing value of getting there,

Without feelings..
Static, Emotionless, nothing to be glad,
Not knowing value of appreciation, happy nor sad,

We are,
What we cherish and perish,
What we complaint and complement,
What we tears and cheers,
What we fear and dears,
What we experienced and learned,
What we made of us,
Are who we are.

To-get-her

Once saw A girl so cute,
She shut me to mute,
A little towards strange,
Kept others out of range,
A heart so pure,
I was drooling, lured,
Her swift style,
I drop my jaws and smile,
Beauty so inspiring,
I kept on going,
Her attraction, My satisfaction,
I was ambitious, She was voluptuous,
Yet unpredictable, but understandable,
Her perspective, I be receptive,
Feeling so strong, It took me long,
To get her,
To be Together.

Survival of the Heartache

It was..

Morning bath and dressing up,

Planing for special dates of the calendar,

Getting gifts to see smiles,

Affection and passion to see love,

To make it start,

Then it was..

Code dependence and joining each,

Cherish and be cherished,

Cooking for two,

Caring for both,

To make it last,

Later it became..

Both each's responsibility,

Your bad day is mine too,

My happiness is yours too,

Nightly, both is each's last seen,

To make it together,

Yet, after a true show..

Together evolved distance,

To see the other, he bare not,

Trust how he strive, still could not,

Time given, yet longer and fading,

True love never stops,

Yet relove, there is no such,

Thus, it is now..

Leaving, that he must,

Stay away in order for strength,

Awkward, hard and hurtfulness,

He must bear as memories cannot be erased,

For each's future, moving on is masterpiece,

And Thus,

Sacrifice a lie, He had to make,

To instill hatred in the other half,

For distance and ignorance,

To kill feelings and care dead,

To survive the hurt with hatred,

And ease movement from the break.

And Last,

To say good bye and good night.

Happy Birthday Brother

Russian poem translated

Let dreams be cherished

Let all days hope be lighted up

Mood clear and bright

Never let abandon nor leave

Let love beautifully shine

Give and spare wonderful new things

And let’s make this wish

Every day not only on your birthday

Happy birthday to my brother – Raihan Rahmad(18/11/08)

Mothers are the Origin

Mothers are angels in training,

Thee are most caring and capable,

To family life thou art responsible,

Strong believe and patient thee hold,

Thou queen who leads child to gold,

For family needs, no later,

Thou art better then nurse master,

Mothers are angels in training,

Happy 46th birthday Mom!

- 16th sept 2006

Boring Life

What future of life,

If every second every week,

Not a second of freedom,

Not a second of Nature,

Not a second of Own Thinking,

And plan of own future of life,

7 days a week,

24hours a day,

60 minutes an hour,

All full of each doing but own-self,

It will be uncoloured and dark life,

It will be Black and White life,

Which is incomplete,

Which is a Boring Life

My laughter

My laughter makes,

A sweeter sound,

And smile is bigger,

When you’re a round,

I am addicted,

Your company’s addictive,

Towards your feelings,

My heart’s receptive,

With you, My life seems as sweet,

As with you I feel the beat,

Also the glare and the heat,

From you my angelic lit,

Your attendance, Shining,

My hearts’ all glee,

Your voice, singing,

My smile all be,

Your words come trailing,

My head jumps free.

All in all, thou art mine

Beauty so sweet,

Beauty so cute,

Beauty all is in you,

Shiny fair, Shiny Care,

Shining all that is you,

Beauty, Shiny is but a word,

Bringing meaning like a sword,

Nice yet strong and sharp,

Yet meaningful when in guard,

Thou art my girl,

Thou art my care angel,

Thou art my guardian medal,

All in all, thou art mine.

(-June 2003)

Describing A girl,

Sounds so sweety,

Being so cutie,

Making you the happy beauty,

A nice glowing name,

A title of your fame,

Concluding fame is your game,

Being so cool,

Beating other fools,

Showing that she’s in rule,

Because that cute voice,

I let go off my toys,

Just to hear the angelic beauty noise,

Your sweet great aura,

Make me never to say tata,

But to serve you your chocolate,

That pretty hip face,

Plus the smile I kept gaze,

Made me drown in big race,

Truth of Greed for the future

Day by day,

Man strive for achievements

Upon reaching the top, And be known, everyone eyes,

similar,

A Tree grows, up and high, higher, better, greater,

easier to be known, yet,

the little ones, left below,

uncared, helpless, hopeless, dies to be forgotten,

Day by day,

Man strive for achievements

Upon reaching the top And be known, everyone eyes,

Similar,

A living animal Bigger, stronger, faster, Keeps longer stay,

Thus control population, Yet,

the others, Become minority,

Dies to lesser number, Thus Extinct,

Day by day,

Man strive for achievements

Upon reaching the top And be known, everyone eyes,

Is that Human nature?

Or way of mother nature?

Better yet, what lies in the future?

Or is there a future of this?

Despite Greed to poverty,

Evil to love,

Lying to truth,

Wildness to liberty,

Day by day,

Man strive for achievements

Upon reaching the top And be known, everyone eyes,

Only ONE win to, Creating more and more,

aimless losers, gave up, unlucky players, -Sept 2004

Wondering the random part 1

meanings varies...

a smile in suffering,

a joke from opposition,

a say without being true,

an act of joy,

creating and alter-ego or best as hypocrite...

some for better, but most for worse..

for hunger,

for lust,

for self-cantered intention,

where is the truth?

where is the good?

where is honesty?

where is generosity?

where is the care that we all have been praising about?

the true care that connects everyone regardless of their how and who they are...

the care that differentiate us from other kinds..

the care that brought us this far of civilization...

the care that we are or were from..

that care is fading...

being replaced by the damned selfishness,

the self centeredness,

the self satisfying,

for the result of one...

the cause is all others....

Eternity

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace,

Where there is hatred let me sow love,

Where there is injury, pardon;

Where there is doubt , faith;

Where there is despair, hope;

Where there is darkness, light;

Where there is sadness, joy;

O divine Master, Grant that I may not so-much seek,

To be consoled, as to console,

To be understood, as to understand,

To be loved, as to love,

For it is in giving that we receive,

It is in pardoning that we are forgiven,

It is in dying that we are born

To eternal life.