Memories break you to debris

Memories break you to debris,
Freezes you to your least,
Keeping you alive still for the fees,
Pale, poison and trauma even when you feast,
A paradise won't matter with one hunting beast,

living in present nature and future fantasy,
Yet, fear lingers destroying every built intimacy,
blocks every inch of free soul into sodomy,
spiritual anatomy as thin as brain surgery,
kicks back every now and then without a jury,
Lost and confusing, creating the sceptical me,
Puzzling my priorities, leading to brighter or bury.

Paddy Seeds

Paddy seeds,
Hope for growth during plantation,
Nurtured for returns of expectations,
Planned and breed for perfections,
Guided by superior institution,

Yet, in reality,
Some grew with influence of nature,
Not all succeed to the grinders,
Defects still be found by planters,
Several be thrown to wild beggars,

Still, most end up in rice platters;

We were born with hopes and dreams,
Wishes to reach promised creams,
Plan and strive for perfections,
Floats and endure for expectations,
Cold rocks might burden,
Yet, prevail with patience,
Despair or failure might sanction,
Still, we matured to fight life frictions,
Till today, as evidence,
Is that you have been reading my little quotation.

Before I say goodnight and goodbye

Dark starry sky,
Only neon lamps to light the eyes,
Pitch, silence creeps,
No chatters, just sounds of street sweeps,
Night was dark blue,
Things without you shadowed to hue,
We talked, laughed and shared,
And I tried to run, enjoy, ignore,
Stop time and never to pout of it's end,
Everything felt as smooth as sand,
Except the distance between our hands,
Scenario repeats,
Without the night's lullaby,
For every time,
Before I say goodnight and goodbye.

Get well soon Laksmi!

A friend of mine was admitted to the hospital recently. We really are sad about the news and have made a card for her to show our support! =). And this is my poem to our little friend Laksmi. so here goes... hope you enjoy it Laksmi...Get Well Soon yea! be strong there!

Laksmi,
Oh Laksmi,
Oh when will thee,
Return to our little family?

Far away from our mothers,
We are your sisters and brothers,
Thus, we will always be the one who bothers,

Tired, hunger or sick,
Through that all, we'd always stick,
Won't let none left, nor leak,

You are our sunshine,
Counting days of rise and shine,
We'll always support you from behind,

Now tell us when will u come back to bind? =p

Be strong Babushka Little sister! =)

Music Genre, Is my Latte.

Hardcore Rock,
Rushes energy till I flock,
Hyped & running even when I could walk,

Blues & Jazz,
My moment of truce and arrest,
Feel it, shut up, and rest,

Country or Classical,
Old, boring or traditional?
Yet Evergreen, never had a funeral,

With these, my motivation bounds,
Be it little mouse or ferocious hounds,
This is my story of the sounds.

Through love is true love

Through experience,
I've made choices and wizened,
Thus, Learnt to prevail,

Through fate,
I've made changes and ends meet,
Thus, learnt to survive,

Through destiny,
I've made sins and mistakes,
Thus, living as the norms,

Through maturity,
I've found feelings and passion,
Thus, lining emotions,

Through emotions,
I've seen varieties and personalities,
Thus, into finding her,

Through her,
I've seen laughter and happiness,
Thus, the attraction,

Through her,
I've felt undoubted care and in control,
Thus, the accumulative growth,

Through her,
I've equaled giving and versa,
Thus, the balanced assurance,

Trough her,
I've chosen sacrifice and patience,
Thus, striving for the coming,

Trough her,
I've found master piece and life completion,
Thus, search my heart and fought lust for decision,

The reason because..

Nay by lust,but through love,
Thus the true love.

Definition of modern"Perempuan Melayu Terakhir"

Mixture of cultures,
Yet knows modern future,

A few languages to speak,
Yet not so gossip nor leak,

Well mannered and polite,
Make others spots her the light,

Rich of knowledge by education,
Yet humbles from attention,

By and for words respected,
Nonetheless, never to be suspected,

Mind sets of modernization,
Yet covers with moderation,

Religious yet flexible by understandings,
Sporting with humours yet not broadcasting,

A set of Baju Kurung and a pair of sneakers,
Portraying value trunks with ready attires,

All of these, kept pure and uphold till today,
Is the Definition of modern "Perempuan Melayu Terakhir".