Dilemma for an Appreciation

Struggle, trembling to shout,
Slowly, breaking to go out,
lips divided, yet quietness remians,
Undisturbed, as silent calm plains,

Repeated series, absence of justice,
Recorded if may, juries won't have say,
Even slain & laid with enforcement,
Unsure still of interested judgement,
Yet, lead risks of unspoken comments,

I between us, Me amongst we,
The weakened link,
Between reds, the suffocating pink,
A last, choices of will stays a wheel,
Familiar decisions, to keep away tensions,

Fake smile & ignorance of what's felt,
Telling oneself, wait for another time to melt,
For the bond of company, is the positiveness of the many,
And Appreciation, is by understanding another & to continue without asking any other.